The Distance - Shtiya

This is my first original song, as the band "Shtiya".

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VO-Q8ZyTbck

Lryics:

And I Find i'm in distress
And you are my weakness
As i'm laying here with you in my arms
I am ridded of all pain and harm
Just promise me you'll never let go

And as i'm sitting out in the rain
I can't stop the tears your distance brings
Please just tell me that you won't give up on me
Won't give up on me

And as I close my eyes and lay my head
I know what will be waiting for me
In the other realm of this world
And I pray the you're dreaming of me too

And as i'm sitting out in the rain
I can't stop the tears your distance brings
Please just tell me that you won't give up on me
Won't give up on me

Ahh, yes.

You know what I like to do when things get bad?

I think about how much worse someone else has it.

Like my buddy, we'll call him Chungla. His dad is wasted every night of every year, and his mom smokes pot. He fights with his drunk dad frequently, and still keeps his composure everyday. He fights through everything without the "help" of drugs or alcohol, not even cigarettes.

Then you get people that have good homes, caring parents, and food on the table everynight. What more do you think you need in life? You think you have it hard because your parents aren't as lenient as others, when truely you're lucky. You're blessed to be in the household you have. Yet these poor kids are turning to cigarettes, alcohol, and drugs to try and make their decent life easier for themselves, no matter how their actions effect the ones that care. It's ironic, though. Isn't it? There's not a SINGLE problem on this green earth that alcohol, drugs, or cigarettes WON'T MAKE WORSE. I can guarantee you that.

So stop being ignorant, and open your blind eyes. Do something with yourselves.

Lalalaaa... die.

So, I found out what kind of person you are. You can sit there and tell me you don't say anything about me, that you want the drama to die, but I hear about what you say. It's cute.

On the other hand, i'm going to go party at the mixer tonight. Dance naked with some friends. Not really, but the only thing holding me back is the law. Still slaving away here. One more agonizing week until the 26th, when I see my dearest Kelly. (:

Fin.

So, here's the deal.

I got my haircut. It's short. I'm upset.
Isn't it lovely how I have to alter my appearance to appeal to a judgemental society? I find it amusing. At least it'll grow back. I hope.

Also, i've noticed how hard it must be for seem people to live.
So centered on one music genre, and blocking out anything else that doesn't appeal to what they want as an image, or what they think others want as an image. Retards. Have some individuality.

Goodnight.

Shh, I think this is it.

Isn't it great being this age?
Bad decisions left and right. At least I stay away from drugs, that shit sucks.
I recieved a reckless driving ticket recently. Not that I have my license or anything.
That's fine, who needs to drive anyway? I'd rather ride my bike, keep this chiseled body I have developed with my years of semi-professional Halo playing and Red Bull downing. On the topic of Halo, i've had enough of that. After breaking one controller, 10 microphones, 3 Halo discs, 3 ethernet cords, 1 A/V cable, and a knuckle, i'm throwing in the towel. I surrender.

Anyways, i've had enough typing. I'm off to go look at the car i might not be driving till i'm 18. Goodnight.

Shabam! Z-28.

1985 Chevrolet Camaro Z-28.

This thing is a beast, quite speedy. I plan on fixing the minor issues it has, and then modifying the exhaust with a new performance echaust system. I also better replace the stock system, they apparently didn't know how to bump very well in the 80's. And who knows, maybe i'll work up some money to supercharge it. Wouldn't that just be neat? This will be a bigger focus on this blog, keep ya'll updated on the progress of this beautiful machine.

Oh hai.

So, i figured why not, you know?

This seems to be what's cool these days, and i'd like to hop on the train.

I'll be absent-mindedly updating this as frequently as possible to keep you all up to speed with what i'm up to. Just general things with my life, as boring as it is.

Until we meet again, you scary, scary blog world.